Sunday, April 16, 2017

Zaman Bujang.

Undeniable, it's not that easy when we're entering this phase after graduation, which is working.
Moreover, if we're in a state where, we are alone, with no close friends nearby, and even family.

It's true. People said, this is the phase where we feel lonely. Easily feel alone. Because when you have problems, you need to settle by yourself because most of the other people around are busy settle up with theirs.

So, to whom you need to turn to? To ask for help to?

This is a real crucial stage where we need to put our faith fully to Allah.
This is the chance to improve our iiman, to improve our soul condition.
To learn to be independent
and survive by your own.

Be brave, dear self.



Saturday, April 1, 2017

Big Girls Don't Cry

First of all, I'm gonna have to congratulate myself for having such a strong heart to work in a furniture company for, the whole these two months! Alhamdulillah, I am indeed, can't believe that I've been this far, even if the journey is so much further in the future.
I was merely quitting this job after two weeks *this is serious tho* but my second thought makes me continue up till now. It was ilham from The Most Almighty and i am indeed so thankful.

And actually, I am having this mood of blogging, just because of these brand new mouse & keyboard i just bought, mehihi ! most importantly, it is a very satisfying feelings of buying my own favorite things without the need of asking others to buy it for me.

Shifting into a new way of lifestyle sure makes me feel confuse somehow. Most of the things in my life seems to be decided by my own self...because I am now, an adult. It's happiness tho tohave such a freedom, which had been craved since my childhood life, but know what? The responsibilities increase, so drastically. I started to think on the plannings for my life, be it the monthly expenditure, where to settle, how long could I survive being in one place to another. All by myself.

Yeah, maybe that because of I'm too spoiled before, i feel as if all these things are too tough for me. Maybe. Tak pernah merasa susah lah katakan.

Some of the times I felt as if this is not right, that should not be done. But life must goes on.
Still long way to go, and I need to persistently improve in order to fulfill my parents wish, "To build their dream house." And to be a successful human being fiddunya wal akhirah. Ameen ameen >_<

May Allah ease everything for Nurul Jannah! yoshhhhh!