Sunday, May 6, 2018

Hiatus.

Overwhelming insecure, overthinking.

Lately i feel like in need of some kind of short break from everything around me, starting from the working lifestyle to my own businesses. I try to busy myself doing everything just to forget about something, but yet, i can't even focus properly for each of them. Doing freelance sketching, agent for korean skincare products, managing a startup, even having a stable job.

I need to give myself space to rearrange everything. Everything seems to be miserable and not in place. I need to spot, where did it goes wrong. Why I can't chill myself when supposedly i am in a very comfort zone.

Taking MCs just to ask the doctor, what's wrong with me, but still. I cant find the answer. Been given the prescription for daily dosage, but it worsen.
Seems like only me, knows what happen to me.

Yeah sometimes, i need to talk to myself back. Ask myself properly, why.  What is that blank space inside me? Why I feel life is not so fulfilling when everything seems Okay ?


Sincerely,

Confused Jannah 6th May 2018.

Wednesday, January 10, 2018

Working in a Coffee Shop

Ahah, the title itself is so predictable of the contents aite !
Yes, because nowadays I tend to be more simple & clearer of anything I am doing or having.
Life is so much simple without dramas :'D #tibah

Dear my since 2010 diary,

I have so much to be kept here so that my future self could re-read again but then, I realized, the older i get the lesser I would like to write. I can say, it's an adult-ing process, maybe.

It was a wonderful experience of being a barista for about one quarter of the year. I was there in Starb*cks (hahaha wait why need to censored lol) when the winter season came. It was a great ending for 2017, & can't believe that I've got the chance to learn about things I am so crazy of; COFFEE .

Now you can ask me to make any of the drinks. Just name it; Latte, Mocha, Cappucino, Caramel Macchiato, Affogato etc etc as long i have all the equipments (unfortunately). I already mastered it all alhamdulillah, and also can consider it as another #AchievementUnlocked weehee~

Anyway, it was a period of blissfulness to spend time with my fellow barista partners & my love towards coffee will be definitely endless.

coffee bae
That's all for this latest post. Need more..(magod my question mark is not functioning)
Let's coffee talk ! ;)

Tuesday, November 21, 2017

Undescribable

Right now.
In the middle of Kuala Lumpur busy hometown.
Living all by myself.
I'm neither in Comfort nor discomfort zone.
It's in between something
that me myself can't describe.

Living life by just following the flow. Yet still try to discover the miracles in between those flows.

Just wishing that I'm not losing myself and living the real life that I've always wanted
and have the chance to give back to my parents
for all the times they've spent to make me a
significantly, me.