Monday, November 12, 2018

Enchanted - Taylor Swift

There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks, like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
The lingering question kept me up
Two a.m., who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say, hey
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was, enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name, until I see you again
These are the words I held back, as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you. 

Tuesday, June 19, 2018

Go to the place where i belong to

I'm getting tired. Of living like this.
Deep in my heart, I really want to live my life back to basic.
Living in a village, belajar buat kuih tradisional, masakan tradisional.
Hidup macam zaman Opah dulu.
No socmed, no smartphone.
Live basic.
Belajar balik ilmu akidah, tasawuf, bertalaqqi Al-quran tiap hari.
Indahnya.

Can we turn back time?
No.
But we still have time,
to change. To have what we want. Really want in our life.

May Allah always guide us towards His Love & Love towards our Prophet Muhammad S.a.w.
May He strengthen our iman, always.

Thursday, May 24, 2018

Malaysia Baru Mei 2018

Alhamdulillah,

Actually, I've never felt as happy as that day.
10th of May 2018.
It marks the end & also the beginning of new era.
Where Malaysia could finally start it all over again, after so many corruptions in around the country itself.
There was time where I planned to migrate to other country for betterment in my lifestyle, because that time, I was too much overwhelmed with my life. I feel like want to start it fresh where I could develop myself without people around me knowing me. It did happened.

Being in certain place for too long really affect my mental health. I mean, Our. Each of us. Yet what makes us keep on moving forward throughout the rough days is our own self. We decide, to keep moving on or to give up. Giving up is always easy right? And it's kinda not fun (?) But we still need to know in which point to keep on moving in the same path or take some time to move onto new things in life.

I'm glad that now, it's different.
After 24 years of living in this blissful heterogeneous country.

When the new government rules, means, there is a chance for change. For better Malaysia.

I thought I have plenty of ideas to be wrote this time. But then it ends here.
Maybe it's meant to be shared with someone special (?) Eventho idk yet who's that person. tathaa!