tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37259692494102932922024-03-13T21:40:07.701-07:00chisanajihadWalau hidup berabad, jangan berhenti untuk bertaubad.chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.comBlogger14125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-12563719585102067432020-02-22T23:10:00.001-08:002020-02-22T23:10:04.344-08:00My New Website!Hai assalamualaikum warga blogger yang saya kasihi sekalian.<br />
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It been years since the last time I've wrote on this blog. Mashaa Allah, I feel so thankful, because this is the first medium that made me realized my passion since 2011. I thought I like drawing since I was born, end up, actually, I love to write, no matter what the topics are, because there are too much thoughts in this mind and the only thing to manage and figure out my mind is through writing. Indeed, writing is healing. It makes me feel alive, regardless how much people read my blog.<br />
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I realized some of the bloggers that I followed here end up to be successful personalities. I went through their blogs (sounds creepy? haha) and some of them still istiqamah in posting their blogs, and some of them deleted their old posts due to the feelings that...those are the immature content for them during their young age....which applied the same as mine. And I've deleted. Some of the posts. Okay, most, actually :')<br />
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Currently, I am still trying to figure out myself, what are the works that suites me throughout my life. Surviving architecture school and having a job in construction field is good, really. I have good acquaintances here and met beautiful people, alhamdulillah. They are like family to me.<br />
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However, deep inside, I still crave for something bigger and could fulfill my dreams. This world is big, we have many places to explore, and a short life. Do things that make us happy and content. Do what makes our Creator redha. That's the only aim in life. We don't want to regret when we are old, or in hereafter.. isn't it?<br />
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So to those who still there in blogger, I am inviting you to my new website,<br />
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Thinking that this might be the last post for this blog, I felt kinda sad because I have experience meeting with good friends here. But guess that most of them are already in instagram, hopefully I could still keep in touch with them.<br />
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Jaa, sayonara!chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-71268752379219558732018-12-16T09:18:00.000-08:002018-12-16T09:18:03.537-08:00There I Was Again TonightKnow what? It's 'Winter' in Malaysia, and everyday is raining '''''''''''';''''''''''''<br />
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Can't believe it's almost the end of 2018. I still remember the first time I was in the peak of my hobby as a blogger, after spm which was 2011. After 7 years and here I am, posting for only once to twice for a year. haha!<br />
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And it's good that lately, I watched some movies that motivates me to start writing again. Tenggelamnya Kapal Van Der Wijk, Gatsby, The Guernsey Literary & Potato Peel Pie Society, How to Get Over A Breakup. Those are the movies that I chose randomly except the third one. All are highlighting one point; WRITE! Coincidentally...or a sign? Wallahualam. And I hope, these are good signs for me to continue my university journey next year. Or years to come, Inshaa Allah. :3<br />
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Being in an existential crisis phase somehow drawn my energy when actually this young physical body should be utilized effectively and this is the best time to search my true potential. Feeling useless all the time aint good tho. It hurts so much to not knowing the things that we really good at; in order to use it for benefiting people around us. And it feels dead inside to just doing the same routine daily only to survive and not achieving something exceptional; at least for our own satisfaction.<br />
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I hope someday I could do something that could make me feel reallyyyy happy and worth of living. Even if it costs nothing in return but genuine happiness :')<br />
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Well, for the sake of 'Count My Blessings', I should congratulate myself for landing a comfort job; so far. 2 years of living as a working adult sure had taught me on being patient for the Rizq Allah had bestowed upon each of His creations, according to His Time. I used to had such a messy life in 2017, and things get better day by day, Alhamdulillah Ala Kulli Hal. Thought it feels like the progress for this year was kinda slow, I am still moving forward for sure. There are plannings for next year that makes my anxiety level uprising hahaha but dear, I need to control it and continuously making myself as 'busy' as i could. No overthinking jannah, keep cool okay! Yosh.<br />
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My english is tungganglanggang but who cares, it feels so good to write in English sebab kalau in malay kadang tak reti nak express those subtle points hahah so khalassssss. Monday had arrived! :8chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-55662497298206510652018-01-10T05:41:00.001-08:002018-01-10T05:41:33.990-08:00Working in a Coffee ShopAhah, the title itself is so predictable of the contents aite !<br />
Yes, because nowadays I tend to be more simple & clearer of anything I am doing or having.<br />
Life is so much simple without dramas :'D #tibah<br />
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Dear my since 2010 diary,<br />
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I have so much to be kept here so that my future self could re-read again but then, I realized, the older i get the lesser I would like to write. I can say, it's an adult-ing process, maybe.<br />
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It was a wonderful experience of being a barista for about one quarter of the year. I was there in Starb*cks (hahaha wait why need to censored lol) when the winter season came. It was a great ending for 2017, & can't believe that I've got the chance to learn about things I am so crazy of; COFFEE .<br />
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Now you can ask me to make any of the drinks. Just name it; Latte, Mocha, Cappucino, Caramel Macchiato, Affogato etc etc as long i have all the equipments (unfortunately). I already mastered it all alhamdulillah, and also can consider it as another #AchievementUnlocked weehee~<br />
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Anyway, it was a period of blissfulness to spend time with my fellow barista partners & my love towards coffee will be definitely endless.<br />
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Let's coffee talk ! ;)chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-36315605712975709972017-05-07T00:52:00.001-07:002017-05-07T00:56:30.760-07:00Big Dreams to be AchievedWell, readers. I'm back.<br />
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Idk what kindof people reading my blog, but for sure, this is one of the ways for me to see what are those things which had been messed up in my mind lately. It's some kindof, mind management I think? So jyeahh, didn't even care what people think as long as I could bebel secara lisan in this small part of online world.<br />
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I read some of the articles saying something like, "Anak tengah ni selalunya mempunyai cita2 yang tinggi, big dreams, that's why they tend to have many types of failure in their life. As the 4th children of seven siblings in family... I partly agree and disagree with this statement. Kinda moral down jugak baca, but hey, don't you know how much He could make the impossible to be possible? So, I tried to convince myself back, that, we could plan, but Allah is the best planner, and nothing to worry about that kindof article with no strong evidence. Everyone can write what they think of, like how I wrote mine in this blog huh?<br />
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Whenever I'm going out with my girl-friends, most of their topics would be about 'marriage'. Undeniable, most of the girls out there are having this kindof insecurities of not getting married after age of 30, and afraid to be labelled 'andalusia' (anak dara lanjut usia?) Oh well, me also included in that insecurity, but not so much. Tipulah kalau tak risau hidup seorang diri sepanjang hayat haha. But I'm focusing on my self-development right now so I'm not so into that topic. Many other things to be thought of, before I'm turning 30 thou. Maaaaanyyyyy. And I'm not ready to be a married woman, as long as my dreams tak tercapai lagi, which is to make my parents feel proud to have me for building their dream house in kampung. And guess what? I have like, about 7 years to complete this mission, which is to fulfill their dream, before i'm turning 30.<br />
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It's a long way to go. Many things to be settled. Boleh dikatakan jugalah 'membina rumah tangga', but in more literal meaning haha! okay not funny.<br />
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Hence, there are always this inevitable moments which makes me feel... "This is impossible" "This is crazy" "This is far from reality". Because, to me, I have nothing to offer my family right now. I have many weakness. The time is short, I don't even sure if I could have the chance to fulfill their dream, before my time...or their time come.</div>
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I chose many different approach, as long as I could achieve my destiny.</div>
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It might be weird. </div>
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It might be unsafe.</div>
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It might be not as other people expected me to be.</div>
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But only I know, what's fit in my shoes. </div>
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Some of the days, I think of just proceed in this area of Interior design, </div>
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then proceed to Master in Architecture, </div>
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Anyway, it's time for me to let go these books to my beloved friends for awhile. I'm sure what's gonna happen to these precious stuffs of mine, so I need to neatly preserve it by cover up with plastics. Balut bukulah senang kata hahaha okay, that's all for today's "talking to myself" session.</div>
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Sejujurnya, aku seorang yang cintakan buku. SUKA BUKU. Subhanallah, sounds bagus kan budak ni? haha!</div>
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Em. yang sempat membaca blog yang berhabuk ni. nak share pendapat silakan. nak bagi nasihat or tips berguna untuk merajinkan baca buku silalah drop komen. </div>
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Weh final nak dekat dah sempat lagi dok singgah blog. apapun doakan juga aku supaya jadi seorang yang rajin membaca buku lepas dah grad sekolah senibina ni. okay terima kasih. </div>
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chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-43179164710942116892013-09-25T22:02:00.001-07:002013-09-25T22:02:20.133-07:00Architorture.Unbelievable. that it had been only 3 weeks in this university taking architecture course and i've already labelled it as torturing. it's not because i hate this course. i love it very much that i can bear it till now, even though we're absolutely lack of sleep and eat recently. it's that... something just wrong with this place that im learning. the system... so stressing.<br />
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I know that some of my friends who currently taking this course are gonna leave it. away from architecture. i know how they feel. but it's totally making me sad. i'm in an uncontrollable emotion now, going up and down drastically. yet when some of them are leaving, i'm feeling hopeless. but i'm not weak. i could do it by myself inshaa Allah. i'm a strong mama's daughter. :')<br />
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unpleasant rumors about this life that i'm going through, it's increasing from day to day. i heard it. even though i don't wanna to. because these kind of rumors just killing me day to day. i just wanna put earphone on both ears and max the volume. i don't wanna hear anything more! i wanna proceed with my passion. my hurtful passion.<br />
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this sounds so pathetic isn't it. only Allah knows how it feels. only Allah knows how much i changed since the commencement in this institution. no matter what others said, how bad this system is, how lifeless this architecture would be, i wanna stay. because i believe, if we do something diligently with sincerity, with the aim to please Allah, He will definitely help us. the key is PATIENT.<br />
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Allahu akbar!chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-36527263544440800802013-09-12T03:41:00.004-07:002013-09-12T03:48:23.305-07:00Bright new spirit.since my first intake in bachelor of science (architecture) in iium gombak (last week) i become a different me. why i said so....don't you believe me? haha it's true. i was brainwashed many times by people around me, mostly by my friends and lecturers. the first day had been wonderfully discouraged by the lecturer when she treated us as if we're second or third year student. she didn't brief the subject in proper manner so we aggrieved for so many times. speechless with how the things are get going. we're like "whaddaheq is going on? what kinda class is this?" hm unfortunately.<br />
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from the foundation centre of this course i realized that most of the lecturers are kinda discouraging. i think i know why but not robustly. there are still things that i didn't discover yet. maybe after i become a lecturer? maybe.<br />
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so here's some words of wisdom for myself. to motivate this low self esteem girl. but if u wanna read it then go on i don't care. :p<br />
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please just stand on your true ambition.</div>
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no need to care about how much people look down on this field, </div>
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no need to worry much about those unpleasant words from your lecturers and friends,</div>
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lecturers, they might have experience but they don't know your true ability.</div>
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friends, they might be right but they just right in their own way,</div>
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maybe if they don't like to proceed the challenge together with you, it might be better for their future.</div>
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so just don't stick to their words and lifestyle. </div>
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u already have your own.</div>
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you are who you are,</div>
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don't let people change your dream</div>
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if you don't have anyone to rely on, just rely to Allah</div>
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because the truth is, you are living alone in this world.</div>
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eventually you'll need to do everything by yourself.</div>
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no people to help.</div>
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so be tough and independent.</div>
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o self,</div>
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do you remember your true goal which is to please Allah?</div>
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the one and only goal.</div>
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no matter in what kinda things u do to please Allah,</div>
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He had already prepare one for you.</div>
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He had already leave one special road for you to get through.</div>
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just get into it even though there's so many obstacles</div>
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because other roads are having obstacles that you yourself can't bear.</div>
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don't u forgot that each people have different talent to achieve success in their life?</div>
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jannah.</div>
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always keep in mind to make your parents proud of you.</div>
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to make those two people who raised you for million dolars of money and energy plus with love,</div>
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make their heart say unconsciously that </div>
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"it's been a blessed to have a child like u , Alhamdulillah."</div>
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make them feel worthy to have an excellent child.</div>
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a useful person to society.</div>
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please and please, delete all those unnecessary reasons which block your way to success.</div>
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BELIEVE IN YOURSELF</div>
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that you can do it because nobody could believe you more.</div>
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Allah already mentioned in Quran,</div>
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chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-58901349230505170942012-08-25T09:57:00.001-07:002012-08-25T09:57:24.835-07:00Stalking is wasting .<div>
Generally, people would easily get mesmerized when they saw "happy-ever-after" pictures of someone they know. Thus will also leads to jealousy and sometimes their heart would whisper "i have it better than you" then they'll also take a better picture of themselves rather than the person whom they saw on the "h-e-a" pictures.</div>
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Do you get it? I guess i'm not so good in conveying information in English, but i'm trying my best to make it in English! inshaa Allah :)</div>
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Nowadays i'm getting influenced in stalking others' profile. i'm getting interested to know their storyline. FRANKLY. And ohhh it makes me feels SO bad. Because i'm not being me. The more i know bout them, the more i'm trying to have things more than they already had. This means what? UNGRATEFUL. </div>
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In Malay idioms, they call it 'Jaga tepi kain orang' . Ehh am i right? I guess the meaning is kinda similar. But i hate it. I want to stop it.</div>
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It is something good if we want to know a person in detail, in order to help her if she got any problem. But if they have uncertain vision on that, isn't it something wasteful? waste time, waste GB, and also waste brain energy to think of something which has no affair with us.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969);"> Such a waste.</span></div>
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See how much 'waste' that i've typed there? The conclusion is: stalking is wasting. It's better for us to focus on ourselves rather others to ensure our own excellence. *in some cases* sometimes focusing on others is better, it shows how much we concern on our friends. But not too much till it brings contretemps to us :O *oops* </div>
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Sorry for this so-amatured-english. Scratchscratch finished! c:</div>
chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-70717354500227173902012-03-13T00:12:00.002-07:002012-03-14T06:44:07.046-07:00Friendship : what's the value ?These fingers are too heavy to play with the keyboards for now ? maybe, bcoz it's been few days since I didn't think of updating this blog. I don't want to ask "who care?" or "don't u miss me?" haha. that's just a piece of <span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">rubbish</span> <span style="color: blue;">(ehh?)</span> haha, kidding. don't take it seriously ladies n gentlemen. :j<br />
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The seconds I've thinking of friendship. I could see different sides of friendship way, whether in<span style="font-size: large;"> facebook with the status or posts</span>, in television with the drama titled BFF or kejarkejar pelangi, in pmg, and other media. Yes, we could see friendship anywhere coz it's a common title in our life. So <span style="font-size: x-large;">why</span> did I mention it now, not previous year, 10 years ago nor before I was bornt in this world ?? coz I just realized it, <span style="color: red;">this year</span> and need to tell you something super-important! <span style="color: blue;">(ceuuuaahhh takbole blah.)</span><br />
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Ever read this surah ? so read it now.<br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>"....dan sahabat-sahabat(karib di dunia dahulu) pada hari itu(hari akhirat) saling bermusuhan antara satu sama lain melainkan orang-orang yang bertaqwa." (Az-Zukhruf: 67)</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><i>“Setiap hamba muslim yang mendoakan saudaranya tanpa pengetahuannya pasti akan didoakan malaikat dengan berkata: Engkau juga akan mendapat seumpamanya”</i></span></div>
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Subhanallah. How wonderful ukhuwwah if it's built that way. Hope all of us know what's the real friendship value. </div>
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Scratchscratch finished. c:</div>chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-43009059730807513042012-03-04T21:40:00.003-08:002012-03-05T20:52:50.727-08:00An awesome program :)From the last Friday until yesterday, i've attended a program which is called "Perkampungan Menara Gading". It was held in German-Malaysian Institute, Bangi. Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me the most precious moment while I'm waiting for the SPM result another <b>13 days</b>! <span style="color: blue;">(ohhmaii -.-)</span> . I didn't expect this this activity would be this awesome. Glad that we had many superb tutors and fabulous participants. Yet they're too cool to me. oh yeah. jazakhallah khairan kasiran kakjah n haziqah for joining this program together as our part of friendship memoir. :)<br />
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The facilitators there are really <b>entertaining + full of dedications</b>. There were some brothers and sisters which were unforgettable such as Sis Syaza, Sis Shima, Sis Amal, Bro Umar, Bro syeikh, Bro K, also my own great tutor, Bro Wan. <span style="color: blue;">(kembang dh dia :j)</span> . I met some awesome friends too . they're many but frankly I tell ya, I would never forget all of you. UPSI group member: <span style="color: purple;">Syeira, Syahira, Raihan, Azira, Amira, Aqila, Asyraf</span> n <span style="color: purple;">Amiroul</span>. You guys are really helpful, friendly and had made up a nice group cooperation. And<span style="font-size: large;"> the hamper</span> as our victory..... mesti korang dah bantai habes kan? hakhakhak, salah saya gak sebab awal sangat balik. lagi2 takdapat begambar ngan korang. Sangat sedih. So sorry guys. My mum had waited me for 2hours outside the hall. So, that time, guilty really overwhelmed me. :'(<br />
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This program motivates me well. I like the Caca-Ca (Cakapcakap campus)<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;">-ade kak dila n kak ayu yg sangat comel!</span>, Explorace, LDK, and the best one is "Menyelusuri Suatu Pencarian". The lecturer<span style="color: blue;">(tak ingat nama -.-)</span> told us about the uniqueness of life from different perspective of world which people rarely realize. For example, Mark Zuckerberg <span style="color: blue;">(ahh. dia lagi?)</span> He's <span style="font-size: large;">major in psychology</span> and he used it for others to release their psychology by creating Facebook. Who knows how? Only excellent thinkers would know :j. Life is not about "I wanna be an architect, and I WILL be an architect". It is about <b>"I wanna achieve excellence whether to be an architect or psychologist or other career that Allah will give which is better than what what I think, then it'll give benefits to others"</b>. Again, the most important one is usaha, doa and tawakkal. <span style="color: blue;">(that's a common words but have high value!) </span>Always remember, that we must become a <span style="color: red; font-size: large;">value creator, </span>not a person who used to be in a 'pandemic life'.<br />
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Along this PMG too, I could feel the warm Islamic condition. Alhamdulillah. Everyone were really kind and although I could see some arrogant face at last I discovered that they had decent hearts. <span style="color: blue;">( I told ya, husnuzon really takes part in a situation like this)</span>. <i>blublublub !</i> <span style="color: blue;">(ehh what the peanut -.-)</span><br />
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I also didn't expect that I would give a talk in the "Sidang Pleno". Like a tah ape2 je aku cakap masa tu =_=. But also feel a lil' bit relief to fight back what the <i>famous boy</i> said about languanges in studying. <span style="color: blue;">(ehh ngumpat ke tu?)</span> lantak :j<br />
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Owh no! There're still many things to be shared and scratched here as a part of memoir. But it's too long. it's ok , it's alrite <span style="color: blue;">(ehh mcm kenal ayat ni :j)</span> kan kan kan. haha.<br />
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I was exposed about PEPIAS. This organisation really caught my interest. And when Bro Wan talked about it, I was like " wahh wahh! " <span style="color: blue;">(eh melebih pulak)</span> . InsyaAllah. One day I would like to join a jemaah like this when I've stepped into a menara gading :)<br />
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Lastly, this song had give me a deep conversation to myself. let's hear some..<br />
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ok that's all for now. scratchscratch finished! :)chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-37432568649578282792012-02-12T03:01:00.000-08:002012-03-04T18:15:24.146-08:00Not Wrong.<span style="color: purple;">"You haven't get your spm result yet but already thinking of marriage??"</span><br />
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Some person would have said those things nowadays because they think it is too early to talk about marriage. I'm not saying that they're wrong, the thing is, <b>everyone have their own rights</b> to think about their future. maybe some will say, <span style="color: blue;">"You can't wait to have a marriage, aren't you?"</span> HAHA. think positive guys.<br />
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<span style="color: red;">Nikah Khitbah.</span> I knew that everybody already knew about this, which a man and a woman get married early (usually when they're still studying) and live separately for a while. For me, this type of marriage is better because you don't need to worry about adultery (zina). You could feel free to go for a date with your own spouse. How sweet huh ..<span style="color: blue;">(ehh?)</span> anyway, this is rarely happen, because nowadays teenagers don't even care if they're socially mixed with member of opposite gender <span style="color: blue;">(okay what is that... -.-)</span><br />
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Back to the real topic, did you have your own vision of your future? who'll be your life partner? where'll you live? what will you do with your life? okay, I'll tell you my own vision. if you don't want to know, just ignore the orange-coloured text. haha.<br />
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InsyaAllah. I really hope that the things that I've dreamt for to become reality even if it's not 100% same as I wished. Besides, Allah knows the best for all of us.</div>
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You could say that the vision is our dream, yeah. the dream would become true if we think optimistically by giving effort on it together with do'a. most importantly, we must put the vision sincerely, which is to be blissed and to be pleased by Allah s.w.t. </div>
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It's better to have a vision/dream, rather than nothing to think about our future. At least we've marked a 'place' before we reach it. Imagine how pathetic if we don't have any checkpoint to be reached!</div>
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<span style="color: red;">Whatever happens, make your own dream and believe it!</span></div>
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Owh and then.... do you noticed that I just using fully English in this post.... <span style="font-size: large;">for the first time?</span> kekekekek. well I always wanted to improve my English in school by speaking English with friends, but seems that now I have no friends to talk with in home. although it's <span style="font-size: x-large;">kinda broken</span>, at least I'm trying right? <span style="font-size: large;">haha!</span> forget it.</div>
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scratchscratch, finished! do have your own thoughts :)</div>
<br />chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-40919517747710338432012-01-29T06:02:00.000-08:002012-01-29T06:03:58.384-08:00hari ni aku maseh hidop!orait . Nurul Jannah binti Abd Rahman is OFFICIALLY 18 years old. sudah semakin muda dan matang ! wahaa~~.<br />
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alhamdulillah. aku masih diberi peluang oleh Allah s.w.t untuk hidup sampai 18 taon lamenye. masih bernafas, sihat walafiat, tanpa cacat anggota. BERSYUKUR . semua orang pun patot begitu. sentiasa bersyukur dengan apeape je yang derang ada. sebab Dia dah tentukan apa yang baek n apa yang tak baek untuk kita. rite ?<br />
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neway, hari ni bukan burffday aku yang sebenar. ahahaa, malu korang eh wish banyakbanyak kat fb nonn.. (kalau ikut kalendar islam lahh) ngeehee. aku lahir 17 SYAABAN lah weii. (ala, sape nak kesa mse tu) haa, lantak! asal aku gembira waktu tu sebab aku sorang je sambut . lalalaa~<br />
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the truth is, aku tak rase papepon hari ni. tak hepy, tak sedih. cam harihari bese tuh. cuma rasa dihargai cket la sebab ramai anta wish kat wallpost. (bhehehe) thanx korang ! btw, aku hepi pon pasal sseorang yang anta mesej kat fb tu . sape eh? biarla RAHSIA . ^_^ adoi gedek ape...<br />
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coretcoret habis! wassalam . <span id="goog_171396097"></span><span id="goog_171396098"></span>chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-22513140811262497852012-01-19T18:19:00.000-08:002013-12-27T05:30:58.355-08:00Batas aurat antara saudara maraKepada sahabat-sahabat perempuan sekalian yang masih lagi keliru pasal hal ehwal aurat antara korang dengan saudara mara laki korang, contohnya BAPA SAUDARA dan SEPUPU LELAKI. korang wajib baca ni sebab aku tau ramai yang masih keliru pasal ni.<br />
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post ni diedit. maaf atas kesalahfahaman post yang sebelumnya. maka semudahnya korg tgok jelah gambar ni, senang cerita.<br />
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harapnya paham. segala yang musykil sekiranya ada ustaz ustazah baca silalah betulkan yee. syukranchisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3725969249410293292.post-24933952044126753732012-01-06T03:12:00.000-08:002012-01-06T03:12:30.235-08:00saya ingin mencari makna hidup sebenar.hidup itu....<br />
bukan sekadar untuk gelak ketawa dan berhibur untuk mendapatkan rase happy.<br />
hidup itu....<br />
bukan cuma nak cari kawan ramai2 pastu tunjuk kat orang lain yang kita ada ramai kawan.<br />
hidup itu....<br />
bukan sekadar nak berhias cantik-cantik pastu letak kat fb tunjuk 'aku ni lawa la, korang xtaw keh??'<br />
hidup itu....<br />
bukan cuma nak berdrama depan orang laki tunjukkan ke'cute'an yang kita ada.<br />
hidup itu....<br />
bukan untuk mendengar lagu-lagu hits kpop & english yang seronok didengar tapi melalaikan.<br />
hidup itu....<br />
bukan hanya apabila kita mempunyai ramai peminat x kiralah di sekolah, tempat kerja atau dalam internet.<br />
hidup itu...<br />
bukan bermakna kita kene ade banyak duit untuk menunjukkan martabat kita tinggi di sisi manusia.<br />
hidup itu juga....<br />
tak bermakna kita memerlukan kawan di sisi kita setiap masa samada dia di sebelah, di henpon atau di rangkaian sosial mcm fb, twitter, skype,dll.<br />
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HIDUP YANG SEBENAR<br />
adalah berlandaskan takwa dan redha Allah. sama-samalah kita renong, tenong, dan nikmati cara hidup yang sebenar di muka bumi ini sebelum terlambat.<br />
segala yang kita lakukan mesti la ikhlas kerana Allah Taala.<br />
sebenarnya masih ramai antara kita yang gelap hati, tula susah nak amalkan gaya hidup Islam yg sebenar<br />
pintu taubat sentiasa terbukak luas untuk korang. sedar x tu?<br />
jadi, apa lagi? jom lah berusaha nak betulkan niat dalam hidop!<br />
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sori kalu ade yang terasa. aku ni pon bukannya orang perfect. cuma nak share, harap kita semua sedar yang kita ni UMAT AKHIR ZAMAN.<br />
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renung-renungkanlah dan selamat beramal ! c:chisana hitohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12138338515547580945noreply@blogger.com0