My New Website!

Hai assalamualaikum warga blogger yang saya kasihi sekalian.

It been years since the last time I've wrote on this blog. Mashaa Allah, I feel so thankful, because this is the first medium that made me realized my passion since 2011. I thought I like drawing since I was born, end up, actually, I love to write, no matter what the topics are, because there are too much thoughts in this mind and the only thing to manage and figure out my mind is through writing. Indeed, writing is healing. It makes me feel alive, regardless how much people read my blog.

I realized some of the bloggers that I followed here end up to be successful personalities. I went through their blogs (sounds creepy? haha) and some of them still istiqamah in posting their blogs, and some of them deleted their old posts due to the feelings that...those are the immature content for them during their young age....which applied the same as mine. And I've deleted. Some of the posts. Okay, most, actually :')

Currently, I am still trying to figure out myself, what are the works that suites me throughout my life. Surviving architecture school and having a job in construction field is good, really. I have good acquaintances here and met beautiful people, alhamdulillah. They are like family to me.

However, deep inside, I still crave for something bigger and could fulfill my dreams. This world is big, we have many places to explore, and a short life. Do things that make us happy and content. Do what makes our Creator redha. That's the only aim in life. We don't want to regret when we are old, or in hereafter.. isn't it?

So to those who still there in blogger, I am inviting you to my new website,

https://naturaljannah.wixsite.com/website

Thinking that this might be the last post for this blog, I felt kinda sad because I have experience meeting with good friends here. But guess that most of them are already in instagram, hopefully I could still keep in touch with them.


Jaa, sayonara!

There I Was Again Tonight

Know what? It's 'Winter' in Malaysia, and everyday is raining '''''''''''';''''''''''''

Can't believe it's almost the end of 2018. I still remember the first time I was in the peak of my hobby as a blogger, after spm which was 2011. After 7 years and here I am, posting for only once to twice for a year. haha!

And it's good that lately, I watched some movies that motivates me to start writing again. Tenggelamnya Kapal Van Der Wijk, Gatsby, The Guernsey Literary & Potato Peel Pie Society, How to Get Over A Breakup. Those are the movies that I chose randomly except the third one. All are highlighting one point; WRITE! Coincidentally...or a sign? Wallahualam. And I hope, these are good signs for me to continue my university journey next year. Or years to come, Inshaa Allah. :3

Being in an existential crisis phase somehow drawn my energy when actually this young physical body should be utilized effectively and this is the best time to search my true potential. Feeling useless all the time aint good tho. It hurts so much to not knowing the things that we really good at; in order to use it for benefiting people around us. And it feels dead inside to just doing the same routine daily only to survive and not achieving something exceptional; at least for our own satisfaction.

I hope someday I could do something that could make me feel reallyyyy happy and worth of living. Even if it costs nothing in return but genuine happiness :')

Well, for the sake of 'Count My Blessings', I should congratulate myself for landing a comfort job; so far. 2 years of living as a working adult sure had taught me on being patient for the Rizq Allah had bestowed upon each of His creations, according to His Time. I used to had such a messy life in 2017, and things get better day by day, Alhamdulillah Ala Kulli Hal. Thought it feels like the progress for this year was kinda slow, I am still moving forward for sure. There are plannings for next year that makes my anxiety level uprising hahaha but dear, I need to control it and continuously making myself as 'busy' as i could. No overthinking jannah, keep cool okay! Yosh.

My english is tungganglanggang but who cares, it feels so good to write in English sebab kalau in malay kadang tak reti nak express those subtle points hahah so khalassssss. Monday had arrived! :8

Working in a Coffee Shop

Ahah, the title itself is so predictable of the contents aite !
Yes, because nowadays I tend to be more simple & clearer of anything I am doing or having.
Life is so much simple without dramas :'D #tibah

Dear my since 2010 diary,

I have so much to be kept here so that my future self could re-read again but then, I realized, the older i get the lesser I would like to write. I can say, it's an adult-ing process, maybe.

It was a wonderful experience of being a barista for about one quarter of the year. I was there in Starb*cks (hahaha wait why need to censored lol) when the winter season came. It was a great ending for 2017, & can't believe that I've got the chance to learn about things I am so crazy of; COFFEE .

Now you can ask me to make any of the drinks. Just name it; Latte, Mocha, Cappucino, Caramel Macchiato, Affogato etc etc as long i have all the equipments (unfortunately). I already mastered it all alhamdulillah, and also can consider it as another #AchievementUnlocked weehee~

Anyway, it was a period of blissfulness to spend time with my fellow barista partners & my love towards coffee will be definitely endless.

coffee bae

That's all for this latest post. Need more..(magod my question mark is not functioning)
Let's coffee talk ! ;)