Sunday, March 3, 2013

Random not awesome #3


alhamdulillah i've been given another chance to scribble my fingers here ^^ i have the time, and also the mood! weehuu~

okay enuf mengarut *maaf mood menggila sikit*

This time i'm not gonna mention about something so beneficial, it's just an experience.

last week i was having a very tough week. i was in an awesome stress that i've only spent about 2 to 3 hours every night to sleep. it was because my first project. and ever. to some of my friends, they might think it was an easy one but for me, it's a hectic and painful project, as for mine was rejected about 3 times *astaghfirullah T.T* can you imagine after all the stay-ups which needs a tin of caffeine every night and then all your thinking and ideas went swept up just like that? believe me. its awful. i'm not blaming the lecturer, im blaming myself instead. *kenapalah otak aku ni mcm otak bangku?* that was what came in my mind. always.

however, i managed to finish it at last. it's not so ohhsem like the ohhsem students had done but i'm really glad to have my very own first modelling project. that was the first time i felt happy and glad to submit such a masterpiece :')

serial plane project
i've learnt many from this one. i discovered that architecture is not a good idea to be involved in *neahhh joking hihihi ^~^* no it's not true, its untrue. i was in sheer love with something which involves designing. i really love design but i guess that now; i'm not sure whether i could design or not. but i'll keep trying because i know that this is my path *inshaa Allah* i know my passion and i must work for it. but for sure, only Allah knows what will happen to me in the future. so i must not become too keen in this field, just need to usaha, doa and tawakkal. that's the best thing to do though. :)

other than that, in anything we do, we must be balanced. i realized that during this one week project i've left some of my daily deeds. astaghfirullah. so i must, u must, we must be balanced eventhough we're too busy doing the project.

hmmm. my english seems worsen. abaikan ok haha :p

scratchscratch finished!


twinkle twinkle said...

go jannah,,,janngan putus asa :) selamat struggle last sem :d

n.jannah said...

thanks again aten :D